Childhood

I'm already thinking of Christmas gifts... mostly for my brothers. I've looked up Thomas the Train merchandise on Amazon and Toys R Us. Let's just say, I'm going to have too much fun shopping. =) Too bad I'll have to buy THREE of everything. Geez! My mom hasn't taught them their sharing fundamentals, and I'm not around enough to help out with that.
It's most likely that I'll end up buying them books because I really want to encourage them to start reading and doing more enriching activities. I'm just scared that they won't have the same educational opportunities that I did. When they start kindergarten I think I'll be starting my senior year (?). That is the scariest thought ever. I want to be really involved in the process though. I want to go to accompany my mom to parent-teacher conferences, and volunteer at events for them. I hope that whatever job I have (if I even manage to get a job) allows me enough time and leaves me at a decent proximity. The future is so frightening.